do i take on more work and more responsibility at a job i dislike, with a team i am tired of, in a career i don't care for? with no promotion or raise? sounds like a no-brainer.

they brainwash you into thinking this is an amazing opportunity to grow and stretch yourself. what does it get me? a potential promotion NEXT YEAR, a big raise NEXT YEAR, more stress, possible overtime and weekend work, less time with my son, more time spent doing soul-sucking bullshit. sounds like a no-brainer.

why am i even considering this? only because our bills are high, we have a child to support, we live in this expensive town.

what would i rather do? if money wasn't a concern?
- blogger SAHM
- community work
- music-related work
- health & fitness-related work

i really just want to write and get paid for it. and i want to write my own blog. something related to generosity, wellness, mindful living, zen, balancing it all in a city.