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way to give me a vehicle for constantly comparing myself to others. i use it and am used by it. when i see folks partying with their elite little cliques, traveling to beautiful exotic lands and checking in at fabulous foodie establishments, yes. yes, i feel envious. yes, it is stupid. yes. and yet i continue to play. i admit i do feel satisfied if i can snap a photo of a skyline from a rooftop bbq, or show off a wonderfully fat english bulldog who i am playing with at an exquisite social function. it is stupid, yes. what i really need to do is find ways to constantly humble myself, teach others my philosophies of life, spread generosity and happiness and cheer. humor. love. i need to involve myself in the world without the immaturity of insecurity.