there was one day over the holidays, when it was so empty here, and somehow i got everything done. i don't know how i did it. i made a list of at least 10, maybe 12 things, and they ALL got done. no one interrupted me. i ate lunch.

today i was interrupted several times. i was given task upon task and yet, i still feel so behind at work. i want to know my products better. i tend to mull things over, digest, and that can take too long. i don't know if the mulling can change. all i know is that i need to take action more quickly.

but i was able to accomplish two great things - i went to the gym, and did my usual run even though i was feeling meek and weak. secondly, i went to a lean in mixer that my own company sponsored. love it.

lean in is primarily about gender equality. however i have always associated it with family balance. because men have to lean in too. so, i don't know.